so, i don't know what others believe in, but i do follow my intuition best that i can. sometimes it is very strong, and sometimes not. 

but the story with it now is that well my birthday is coming soon (10 days!:D) and someone wants to get me a puppy as a gift. it is the cutest little thing and as of right now i already feel attached and haven't even held her yet.

the problem is..i am moving to a rental house with my family and we already have two dogs, one who currently is not doing well :(

but we are moving to a totally different town and its more spaced out than the one i am in. I'm already worried i will have too much time to myself. the house is a lot smaller than this one and the people we are renting from were alright that we had one dog (we are hiding the small one). today when signing the lease they stated that they weren't even planning on allowing pets into the house but they were making an exception for us. 

usually when i tune into my intuition and what i want really is not mean to be i get a worried, upset, tight feeling in my gut. which turns out right when i do not get what i thought i wanted.

but when i ask my gut if i should accept this puppy i get a great feeling of hope and joy. i feel a loose feeling inside and no worries at all about getting this dog. then the logical thoughts come in and say no, think about everything else with the land lords and how they barely want one dog there.

my intuition on getting the pup is very strong in saying that she will bring me joy and love into my life and not much worry. i feel as if its meant to be. 

i tried once before at getting a puppy and that feeling that i really shouldn't came up and i ended up not getting him.

my mom does not know about this dog yet, i feel as if i should not tell her until the person gives her to me as my present then go from there. i plan on telling her i will pay an addition pet deposit. 

i truly think i should get this dog, and so does my intuition. but the rationality from the world says i should not. i read a book recently that says no matter what other voices are coming into play always follow your intuition and everything works out in the end.

whats are your thoughts or advice?